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i'm here working on my project for english but damn its boring so i'm taking a break. its so boring right now. i can quit thinking bout someone. just things he says keeps running over and over in my mind...and these depressing poems i have to research for my project arent helping the thought. so its really hard to concentrate. but its prolly not gonna happen for me n him. omg i felt like such an idiot. the other day i confessed to my feelings for him and he shot me down. i think thats the first time i've ever been shot down in my life! ok i told him and he told me that he had a gf. i felt like such an idiot. but hey wut can ya do...luckily for me later i found out he wasnt over me but our timing wasnt good. i mean this guy and me have been on and off (talking wise) for so long. i really dont think its meant to be. if our feelings are this strong and it hasnt happened by now then hmm...maybe its a sign. but oh well ne wayz i betta get back to w/e im doin. my life is so boring right now.

Current Mood: okay

So i'm stuck here bored at home. Last night i had a great conversation with a guy i used to like. Brought back awesome memories. i miss him so much. o well...i needa get laid...lol i needa man i dont know y i dont just go out with one of the guys that likes me. o well...i needa get laid...so ne who...yesterday i went to the mall and movies with this guy that likes me. it was really fun...ok my life is so damn boring..im gonna go! l8r

Current Mood: blah

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Current Mood: bored